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Jul. 24th, 2005

08:01 pm

so my friend josh asked me on a date today and i turned him down.. not cuz hes unlikeable or ugly.. but im just not ready.. i think i would compare everyone to derek... yeah so josh hasnt really talked to me after i said no.. until i got off work.. he said he was kool with it that maybe on down the road we would have a chance...i bout.. im just not ready for another relationship.. plus josh is one of the only people i hang with that isnt family...i dono.. this whole big mess is confusing! hes a great friend... man im crazy bout him as a friend... it just sux that he wants to be more than friends.. cuz now i think that everything we do together is leading him on... and leading people on is bitchy thing to do!

Current Mood: confused

Current Music: papa roach take me

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Jul. 18th, 2005

08:00 pm

wow! so today was my 1st day off and its was pretty werid... i went shopin with my cuzin.. went to hang with josh and erica... yeah that was strange... they were gettin high when i walked in da door.. yeah i got offered.. that was not easy to walk back out the door but im glad i did. i kept my promise to someone i really care about... i want to be around that person so bad i cant stand it... i guess the time will come... IM GETTING MY CARTILAGE PIRECED!!!!!! YEAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I GET TO GO TO OZZFEST TOO!!! its gonna be awesome!

Current Mood: excited

Current Music: getting away with murder

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Jan. 14th, 2005

04:42 pm

ahhhhhh!!! omg!! damn rubik cube!!!!!!!!! GOOOSHH!! ive been tring to figure this damn thing out for two hours now!!! errrr!!!.. anywho!! hit me up guys!! i have no plans this weekend!

Current Mood: mellow

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